For my hunting godess

there is no right or wrong
growing in a broken home 
what else could you imagine me to be?
I need to treat you better 
I keep my wings to carry me 
i want my dreams to rescue me
best friends make for perfect enemies

never imagined it would end up like this
with you cheatin on me 
and honestly i can't forgive it
you never really wanted me 
so let'just move on never think it
my soul never recovered i never forget it
now i stay in a dark room listening to loud toons
thinking why did i reached for the moon?
just like icarus i flew to high and got screwed
and this time i will just not be able to pick myself up 
why can't i just give up?
choose another to take up
find a better moment to make up
then i remember i'm just a screw up 
without being trully a fuck up
fuck i can not stop thinkin that i want you 
i believe in you
i miss you my feelings hurt me
my mind does not listen to me 
i dont trust in me
i can't sleep through the night
i just see your silhouette 
Throughout my days I don't smile I just get upset
And since i found out look at all the shit that it affects
I take a picture of you and I just hold it up
Kiss it then remember when it was both of us
It's hard for me to open up I'm always talking to myself but not to anybody else 
i would just like to talk and show the whole world I've always had a lack of respect
For women who enter my life I look for vengeance holding a knife
Intentions to fight if you thinking I was senseless you right
Now every sentence I write I think twice on it so I don't regret
Cause only stress lies in a sinful mind filed with loneliness
I'm an unholy mess put me in a hole to rest
Welcome to my life this is how painful my stories gets


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